Hello there! It's me, ZenFishes or Zera.

I will like thank everyone for helping me make PoonVille possible aswell as the other maps I've created using the unity editor.
I will admit, alot of things seemed rush. Especially when the state I was in didn't help much in the development of this map, but I was very thankful for the amount of feedback, moral support,
as well as encourage to continue working on this map.

I understand that the map may need work. Alot of people may complain about the shear size. Alot of people may complain about the boss at Celeste Terrace. Alot of people may
also complain about the imports of world of warcraft houses. I understand any critism and I aim to improve upon these in the future.

Ever since I was a kid, I wanted to make something for people and for people to see. I wanted the world to know that I can be creative despite having disabilities.
It was so hard to do so because of my limited abilities. But I've overcame those limitations. And I was able to make something people played and enjoyed and that's what really matters to me.
The fact that YOU (the player) was able to visit my map and see my creative work. That's what matters to me. It wasn't about popularity, nor was it about being egotistical. All I wanted was to be seen
as a person with a creative mind.

I know I didnt make good decisions, I know that things were very harsh outside of development and that I wasnt in the state of mind to do better.
The development of my maps had to be halted because I needed peace and reflection. I understand my attitude in alot of places was very harsh, especially when socializing.
I understand the choices that I've made when creating mods was questionable and I refused help.
I also understand that despite the effort I put in, I wasn't able to appease everyone. Especially outside development.
I know I am not a great person, I know that I dugged myself into a hole with the flaws that I've made which put me in a bad place. I know that depression took over.
But I didn't stop. I didn't let depression take over me. I continued doing work, and yet... here we are.

PoonVille wasn't made because I wanted to make it, it was made for the community. And despite the amount of issues and limitations, I did it.
I've overcame my depression. I've overcame the limitations that set me and my work apart. And now, PoonVille is completely finished.
I did this for you. I did this for everyone. I understand that you may not like it, but as long as you seen the work I've done, then that's what matters to me.
It wasn't about likes, it wasn't about downloads, and it wasn't about ratings. All I care is to show my work.

I've also given you guys the idea of HostModeration. I've given the idea of RPNames. I just care about the community. This community meant so much to me. So many creative people to interact.
I know my faults. I know I let down most people. I am not gonna let the past take over me in the future. I will build a new future using the past to make improvements.


I want to give a shoutout to people that helped me morally, that supported me throughout the development, as well as my friends.

Xesy, Despite the actions I've made, you stood by my side. You believed that I can change as a person, and that I can overcome my depression. I understand that I wasn't perfect but you didn't stop.
You continued to support me morally and you motivated me to continue my creativity. Thank you so much.

Jaim / RockOn. Your words genuinely inspired me. You reminded me that even after everything I may have caused, there is still room for hope and growth.
You kept me from slipping into a kind of mental spiral where I questioned myself over and over throughout this year.
You showed me that I’m not beyond redemption, that I’m not alone, and that people can still care about me.
You helped me see that I’m capable of becoming better than the person I was, and that means more to me than I can easily express.
I thank you.

Roe. Depsite everything in Hot Springs, you stood by my side. Supporting me, reassuring me, letting me know to take it easy. Without your support and Hot Spring's marriage events,
I wouldn't had continued making PoonVille. I would've abandoned it and moved on but you showed me that people still care. And from a personal level, I thank you for being there for me.

Tymon. Your community showed great kindness to my work. They gave me suggestions, They talked to me, some of your members reassured me like Willow did. I thank you.
Not as a server hoster to provide a kind hearted community, but as a friend. We joke alot, We care for each other. And I wanna keep that as much as I can.

Hollynt. I don't know if rather or not you gonna read this but I thank you for everything that you made. You took my ideas if RPnames, AutoMod, and even AutoMapRoom into account.
Genuinely I didn't really expect that. And as a friend level, you've been the bestest friend I've had in Atlyss. You and Soggy_Pancakes are really fun to talk to.
I know I never really vented to you guys but you guys still had an impact towards me. Still showed me that despite the misdirections I've made, that friends will still be by my side.

Marioalexsan, You made the idea of HostModeration come to life. Honestly didn't think it'll be picked up because I was comparing the idea with Minecraft plugin "Essentials" but
thank you for making the idea come to life. But also, thank you in a friend level. I understand that when everything went down, you were disappointed of me. I understand that I would be
disappointed in myself as well. But you still kept me despite the fact that I was going down a level of disappointment. I hope that in the future, that disappointment wont stay longer,
but thank you for being there for me in a friend level. And also sending me dumb slugcat memes.

Joie (despite not being apart of the community). You impacted me. You care for me. You showed me kindness and love. Love that I've never really had for years. Without your love, I wouldn't continue
everything that I've done. You showed me how it feels to have someone who truly cares about you. Your words make me cry everytime because of how impactful it truly is. I love you so much.

And lastly, YOU (the player). I thank you for joining me in this journey.

PoonVille is officially completed.